He ripped it out, I feel only love for old friends no one new. The old friends I take such Comfort in. A new boy is in love with me. I can’t deal I can’t feel for him. I don’t hurt cause I don’t feel. I drowned myself in my work…nothing else dose anything for me. I wish them both away I want to dance to get away from it all heaven forbid I give a crap if I follow like a lead!